The Big Risk
Nililibang mo ang sarili mo. Nagpapanggap na wala kang malalim na pinaiisipan. Grrr… ang hirap. Sa dinami-dami ng dapat mong gawin, nde mo magawa dahil iniisip mo kung paano mo panghahawakan ang ganitong sitwasyon.
Hayaan mo na lang ganun ba? Yun ang pinakamadaling gawin e. Kaya lang ginawa mo na un dati. May nasaktan pa rin kahit nde mo sadyain. Yun lang baka sa pagkakataong ito, ikaw naman.
Ikaw, oo… ikaw… handa ka na ba? Sa tingin ko hindi ka magiging handa… masasabak ka na lang ng nde mo namamalayan… Tignan natin ang galing mo ngayon… kayanin mo kaya?
Grrr!!! Ngayon pa?! Andami-dami mong pinagkakaabalahan. Ngayon pa kung kelan puro kaiyak-iyak na kwento ang kwento na naririnig mo. Ngayon pa na marami kang bagong responsibilidad. Umiwas pusoy ka na… Hahahaha.. (mababaliw ka nyan)… Kapanahunan pa ata ng Tatang ang phrase na yun ah… Applicable pa rin?
Pero dahan-dahanin natin baka nauunahan mo ang wala pa ngang kalinawan. Baka masyado ka na naman nag-iisip. E kung wala lang? Sana nga wala lang.. Please………
For my heart’s sake… ;(
October 2nd, 2006 at 6:58 pm
divine… (whining un ha) err… masasabi ko lang sabak na… matalino ka’t lamko kun masaktan ka man kaya mong bumangon… most of the time nakakatakot ngunit subukan mong paminsan mahampas ang katawan sa pader… di magtatagal mahahampas din ang ulo mo o di kaya merong taong baliw din sasabayan ka’t dahan dahang yayakapin ka’t sasabihing, divine tama na yan… either or masaya ka sa huli… nalaman mong etong taong to mahal ka at pag nakita mo ang pasa pasa mo sa katawan.. hay… ganun pala katigas ang pader? nyahaha… may halong kabaliwan ang mga sinasabi ko ngunit totoo… subukan mo lang para lang pagsisisi… mmwaah!
October 2nd, 2006 at 8:00 pm
wala akong maintindihan sa post… bakit kasi tagalog…
October 2nd, 2006 at 8:40 pm
i disagree, divine alcantara!!!
for your heart’s sake: not sana nga wala lang. sana meron.
ewan, basta ang masasabi ko lang: go, go, go!
(if you happen to pass by my blog, may message ako sayo dun. very appropriate. hehe.)
October 3rd, 2006 at 2:21 am
I hope you dance.
October 3rd, 2006 at 2:40 pm
one more thing… i want to share an excerpt from an article i read… “.. many of us fail because many of us don’t try at all. We make ourselves believe that the best way to overcome an emotional challenge is to avoid it. but avoiding it simply puts the challenge aside. we would still NEED to face the day when we have to confront the feelings we tried to stay away from before. sometimes, we ask ourselves why loving someone has to be a complicated mesh of emotions and entanglements. sometimes, circumstances make it very difficult for us to openly express what we feel for someone. sometimes, love is so elusive and when we finally find it, it’s too late.” divine, life itself is made up of risks.sana may effect na, pero tis up to you, don’t hesitate, you’ve always been thinking since we were kids! try to paint the town red naman! haha… seriously just try… mmwaah!
October 6th, 2006 at 7:12 am
grabe… thanks for the advice and the comments my gorgeous friends… if only the situation is simple, I would just close my eyes and jump
it’s about time na rin naman cguro di ba? 
but I am sure, if you know the circumstances, you will agree that I will be risking more than what other people risk…
besides, we forget that it is not entirely up to me… if the other party is not willing to dance, there is no point in dancing, is there?
nevertheless, thanks again.. I really appreciate it
October 7th, 2006 at 8:12 am
### Dance, Dance
We’re falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you’d love to lead
Dance, this is the way they’d love
If they knew how misery loved me
###
October 7th, 2006 at 8:35 pm
Hi Divine.
Ngayon lang ako magpo-post dito. Pero I agree sa mga friends mo. Jump/Dance/etc! Sana hindi wala lang (for both you and his heart’s sake), para masaya na palagi mga lunch mo. Yihee!!!!
Off-topic: Sa Monday, hindi na tayo magka-building….
Mag-AIM ka pa rin paminsan-minsan ha. Ganito na lang, ikaw maging SME for Tower 1, ako maging SME for Tower 2. OKs di ba? Hehe.